The Pressures of Being at Home

I have been doing some stuff at home that can’t be seen by anyone including my parents. Everyone in my family thinks that I’m doing nothing except surfing the net for games and just shaking legs. When I do help with the housework when my mum was out at work and hospital, nobody saw me doing it because I have no CCTV installed.

When I blog, nobody can see because they don’t know how to use the computers. I get paid online for the things I have done so far but I haven’t withdrawn the money due to the hosting fees and the USD being low in value at this moment.

I haven’t earned in tens of thousands or even thousands monthly just by blogging. It isn’t easy doing things online even with the global market available. I don’t even get any review units even when I love to play with gadgets because I am a faceless blogger online and companies want faces instead of some nameless coward blogging.

Sometimes, it’s because my traffic isn’t that high as XX and DY. Maybe I need to show more cleavages around here? Whenever my dad is reminded of me being at home, he will ask why I don’t look for a job. When I look at the current economy, I ask myself if I want to join in the crowd. I asked myself what is my life’s purpose.

Do I work in some recession-proof jobs and be a robot doing it weekly or work out the passion and bulldoze my way until the efforts are paid off? When I go through the mill daily, will I be missing out on life in my attempts to pay off the bills?

What if I may get to earn lots of money but I don’t have a life to enjoy it because if I stop working, the money isn’t coming? Why do I have to work so hard for money? Why can’t the money just grow without me needing to be so physical for it to grow?

I am not a realty agent. I am not an investor with a good eye. I am not a famous author whose books are selling like hot cakes. I am just someone trying to find out alternatives that will still work when one day, one day I am physically unable to work.

Life is unpredictable. I don’t know if I may end up being unable to work because of some illness that will take my health away. I just want to find ways that will let the money come in even when I am sleeping. That’s all.