A Mind of My Own

Feeling cranky on a rainy morning. Everything started yesterday. As I’m in a cranky mode, I’m blaming everything, big or small and it doesn’t matter whether it’s reasonable or not. Starting off from yesterday morning. I got to the platform and saw my usual spot taken. Got into the train only to find my spot taken too. Rode all the way for 45 minutes till it was my station to alight. (See the pattern? My, my, my all the way.)

Nothing went right at work. It started to work only after 3pm. Things got better after knock off. Went off to meet HF for the Lasik forum and listened to the talk. Registered for the eye evaluation (free for this month) after the talk despite HF’s hesitation. Think I dragged her into it. Must have lost my head there. However, after contemplating for 5 years, might as well take the bull by the horns. Went home late.

This morning, the heavy rain started at 7am. Prayed it would stop but knew it won’t. Decided to take the feeder bus. Waited for 15 minutes for 2 fat single deck feeder buses to pass by before taking the expensive express bus that was on the same route. Reminded me of the other time when a taxi had to be hailed instead.

Got to the platform and the train had arrived. Had a feeling that my spot was taken again. I was so right. Hated the men who took the spots and cursed all those who only alight at the next station because they took up the seats that were far from me.

I arrived at the office only to realise that I was locked out of the department because the manager didn’t inform the security that my contract had extended. To think she is supposed to know all these.

Ultimately, decided to be negative for the morning. I have two choices, be positive or be negative. I chose negative for the morning. Must stop being cranky.