Losing My Mind

My memory failed me last week. I was supposed to be doing something that my mum had instructed me to do, place the the spun dried clothes on the bamboo sticks. I forgot about the task totally and went to bed.

Obviously I got scolded. Sometimes I wonder if I am getting older mentally or I am just being paranoid. My feet go to sleep when I place them in a folded position for too long. That’s when pins and needles start to attack them. What can I do?

I have to practise chelation. It’s supposed to help me with handling those problems. Most important, diet and nutrition are vital to health. I don’t like to be in bed during critical times such as holidays. I like to be up and about especially during holidays.

It’s no fun if you are down with illnesses that keep you to your bed and there’s nothing you can do about it. When your memory starts failing, you are scared. I’m scared of losing my memory. I might be still in my prime but I do get worried especially if my health isn’t that good.

Forgetfulness, getting pains in joints, coldness in feet or arms are part of your body telling you that it is in trouble. If I don’t stop to listen and heal my own body, no one else can. Doctors can’t even help me if I don’t tell them what problems I have. I don’t want to lose my health.